Blah. That about sums up my mood lately. I just don't want to do shit. I don't want to go to work (and for the most part I haven't), I don't want to clean my house, I don't want to cook, I just don't want to do anything but lay around. I'm tired of being pregnant. I'm tired of this little baby sucking away all of my energy to such extremes that I must plan to have all daily accomplishments complete by no later than 3pm. Because after that, I'm utterly useless. I either need to take a nap, and those 30min. naps just don't suffice anymore, I need a few hours to regroup or I've got to take a hot bath or sit on the heating pad because my back hurts so bad I find it impossible to move. Yep, for about the last month, that's my life. Nothing too exciting. Because excitement requires energy. And I have poured every ounce of energy I have into preparing for this baby to arrive. Now that rooms have been rearranged, the crib assembled and baby shower gifts put away (FINALLY), I feel that I need to just sit back, relax and wait for the big moment. And that is exactly what I intend to do.
So..I shall do my best to post more often and to visit other blogs. Then maybe Tera will stop sending me threatening emails reminding me that she's posted a gazillion times and I've not commented. But I will not make any promises because now my computer is downstairs in the basement. I don't spend to much time down here. Besides, if I make the trip downstairs, then I must make the climb back up. And like I said, I just don't have a lot of energy these days.
