Blah. That about sums up my mood lately. I just don't want to do shit. I don't want to go to work (and for the most part I haven't), I don't want to clean my house, I don't want to cook, I just don't want to do anything but lay around. I'm tired of being pregnant. I'm tired of this little baby sucking away all of my energy to such extremes that I must plan to have all daily accomplishments complete by no later than 3pm. Because after that, I'm utterly useless. I either need to take a nap, and those 30min. naps just don't suffice anymore, I need a few hours to regroup or I've got to take a hot bath or sit on the heating pad because my back hurts so bad I find it impossible to move. Yep, for about the last month, that's my life. Nothing too exciting. Because excitement requires energy. And I have poured every ounce of energy I have into preparing for this baby to arrive. Now that rooms have been rearranged, the crib assembled and baby shower gifts put away (FINALLY), I feel that I need to just sit back, relax and wait for the big moment. And that is exactly what I intend to do.
So..I shall do my best to post more often and to visit other blogs. Then maybe Tera will stop sending me threatening emails reminding me that she's posted a gazillion times and I've not commented. But I will not make any promises because now my computer is downstairs in the basement. I don't spend to much time down here. Besides, if I make the trip downstairs, then I must make the climb back up. And like I said, I just don't have a lot of energy these days.
8 comments:
Oh, boy. The last throes of being sick of being pregnant. I recall that! Don't be too hard on yourself, Nina. There might not be too much going on outside, but there's a helluva lot going on INSIDE! Cut yourself a break...you're making a PERSON!!
Don't go into the basement! My heat has been broke for 2 weeks and I've decided it's better to wear extra clothes then to go into my basement to fix it.
Well, it'a official, winter being here and all. I've had the do nothing bug since November, and thought that I was coming out of hibernation last weekend, but old man winter bit me in the ass again. It's fricken freezing outside. We should have moved to Brazil.
And for you...you are well deserving of staying in bed all the rest of your pregnancy. Growing boobs the size of Mount Rushmore in 8 Months(as of now) isn't fun and that is a good enough reason the deserve not to have to move until they go back to normal(hopefully that will happen!!!). As for the pain that you've endured up until now, it will all be a vague memory once Little Jason comes into the world. it'll be all worht it, so I hear!!!
Nance~I'm going to try my best to just relax during these final weeks. As of this past Friday, I'm officially finished working. Hopefully, I'll be able to get some quality rest and enjoy the end of this journey.
Susan~Get your heat fixed!
Nic~I sure hope your right! And don't tell anyone else about the size of my breasts, you're embarrassing me :)
eh, SORRY!!!
It's good that you're relaxing. You need to save your strength! Rest up Nina! ; )
Anali~ trust me, I'm trying!
Ahem...glad to see you're alive even though I haven't blogged in FOREVER!!! LOL!
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